There are times that it is easy to doubt God and think He has forsaken you because of what you are going through but that is exactly what He said He will not do.( Deut 31:6 and Hebrews 13:5)
Rather than have negative thoughts and doubt your God who is Sovereign and determines what happens at the end of the day,still HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE that He is able to do exceedingly and above what we can ever think of(Ephes 3:20)
Hold on to your faith and the GOD YOU SERVE and know that He will come through and deliver you....keep praying and thanking God for that while that is happening....
Ps: It is easy to preach than to live what you preach but it well in JESUS name.Amen!!!