I eat when I remember or when I feel hungry and just wait for night to fall so I can go to work and come back,sleep and repeat this wonderful routine that has given me something to live for(very sad) in the last few months.
I am again genuinely unclear about who I am and what I am supposed to be doing in life.Adulthood surprised me a little after I started uni and as time has gone on,I have tried relationships,jobs,social gatherings etc to make me feel like I am doing something.
I have chased academic and career goals and truth be told,I wait quietly for a powerful and meaningful break that will not leave me feeling so empty.
My comfort lately has been God,the church,singing and shamefully browsing(laughs loud)
In the midst of all this,I am starting to realise that even though I have never had dreams to find a Prince Charming who will sweep me off my feet and make me the happiest woman ,help me become a wonderful mother and live happily ever after(wow,that was a mouth,handful).
I am really getting to a place ironically where it is the only thing I really want and for some reason I hope deep down it will bring some meaning to my life.I wait therefore somewhat impatiently for a wonderful God -fearing man to surface who will love God and me as much as I will love God and him to find me.
I am really getting to a place ironically where it is the only thing I really want and for some reason I hope deep down it will bring some meaning to my life.I wait therefore somewhat impatiently for a wonderful God -fearing man to surface who will love God and me as much as I will love God and him to find me.
Its gonna be a long wait....Goood help me:)
Having said all this,I know that meaning is only found in God since He's the creater.
The beautiful bride I will be.....................<3<3<3
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