Side-swept fringe and the LLD

I spent last weekend involved in quite a lot of things but managed to pull it all off in such grace that I wanted to share or all with you.

Spent in my beautiful lilac bodycon.LBDs are good but LLDs are not bad either

Dress is from Asos-Last season

Makeup-mac carbon

Elf blush

Mua bronzer

And a random pink lip liner

Project gain weight update

I have been on this project for a while and even though,it has taken me more than overnight,I am getting there and I am loving the progress.Im almost a full size 8 after spending the last 3years been a uk size 6 after losing weight from stress and adulthood.The first of this bright future was the glimpse in my ootd last month....insert pic

 And here;

I have been doing what I have doing for a while which is less stressing,more eating and taking it all easy and sealing it with prayer and pure joy at the feet of my father.Care to join me???

Debt and money control...help!!!

Debts are trying to become a part of my life and it is really starting to bother me.I hate to sound like this bit no matter how much I earn,something comes up and literally everything I have seems to just fly out of my hands;my money is starting to have wings for some odd reason,a tone going through that or ever gone through that,how did you solve it....I need help!!!

OOTD

Just running a few errands....I rarely know what to do on Saturdays when I don't go for choir practice but its all good.Hope u's are doing well?

Outfit breakdown is below;

Scarf-Asos

Jeans-Zara

Blouse-H&M

Blazer-Next

Hair:Desire hair and beauty

FOTD:

Mua lipstick in shade 4

Model co lip liner in illusion nude

Mua eyebrow pencil on brown

Time to resume from the longest hiatus ever

I have been really absent on here for a while and I have noticed not until DatFunkyFro also mentioned it on twitter then I checked my last post then I realised I have not been taking care of my baby so I am back now.

I am not gonna promise a post every day but I will take it one day at a time.

I hope ur summers have been great.I will be updating here and there as interesting things come along.

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Limbo Hopes....Bridal Curiosity

I wake up some days and I genuinely(again) am lost for direction and do not know what I will be doing for the day.I pray a little and wait for the day to take its course.I resort to turning on my laptop and checking my Facebook,my YouTube then my blogger as the norm has been for over a year.

I eat when I remember or when I feel hungry and just wait for night to fall so I can go to work and come back,sleep and repeat this wonderful routine that has given me something to live for(very sad) in the last few months.

I am again genuinely unclear about who I am and what I am supposed to be doing  in life.Adulthood surprised me a little after I started uni and as time has gone on,I have tried relationships,jobs,social gatherings  etc to make me feel like I am doing something.

I have chased academic and career goals and truth be told,I wait quietly for a powerful and meaningful break that will not leave me feeling so empty.

My comfort lately has been God,the church,singing and shamefully browsing(laughs loud)

In  the midst of all this,I am starting to realise that even though  I have never had dreams to find a Prince Charming who will sweep me off my feet and make me the happiest woman ,help me become a wonderful mother and live happily ever after(wow,that was a mouth,handful).

I am really getting to a place ironically where it is the only thing I really want and for some reason I hope deep down it will bring some meaning to my life.I wait therefore somewhat impatiently for a wonderful God -fearing man to surface who will love God and me as much as I will love God and him to find me.

Its gonna be a long wait....Goood help me:)

Having said all this,I know that meaning is only found in God since He's the creater.

The beautiful bride I will be.....................<3<3<3

Make up by Desire Hair N Beauty

Resuming from the Hiatus

How you doing(Wendy Williams style)
I've been really missing in action.I feel like I dont have time for anyone or anything anymore cos I work and sleep my life away but I planned for my year to be very fruitful and prodcutive in a healthy sense and I am really trusting God to help me to achieve that which is why I do not want to shirk my responsibililty and ignore the things I love so this blog is back in a very good swing.I will be updating frequently now...

What have you achieved in May....?
Answers below please
I started working as an Avon rep

Short natural hair....Styling hair in spring

Chimamanda Ngozi-Adichie

If you are interested in Chimamanda's new book.....click on this link for an interviiew she dis recently on it.
http://www.channel4.com/news/chimamanda-ngozi-adichie-americanah-hair-immigration-race

Today's wisdom

I heard this from somewhere but I dont remember where;

You can never be free from their criticism until you no longer seek their praise.

Church OOTD

Spring is almost here,well in the UK.Its actually taking its time and I wish I knew why...I decided to post an OOTD because its been a while but I only managed to get one good picture after many attempts.We thank the Lord still.Happy Belated Easter by the way.I spent mine at a 3-day Easter convention in London.It was lovely.Its good to change environment every now and then.Its very refreshing:)

Lipstick-Mac Pink Plaid
Earrings-Won a  giveaway but it is from Kranichs
Necklace-courtesy of dad
Dress-Mango

Let there be worship-Isaiah D Thomas

Google Reader is Closing...BlogLovin,here we come

If the reports are anything to go by,then many if not all of you will be missing my posts in future if you are still using google reader.
The best way to still keep up to date with the work I am doing here on blogger is to import all your google reader blogs to BlogLovin.
It is not a hassle at all,just click HERE...I have just done it myself so I will be receiving your updates on Blog Lovin now when you upload.....thanks girls:)
You can also click HERE for further explanation of what I have said here as written in another person's post.
PS:The interface on BlogLoving is so clean and nice....I'm really surprised.